Here I am trying to share my plans and dreams with you. Hoping with my fingers crossed that you will somehow see the fire in me. The thing that is keeping me going these days. I knew you are not going to understand but you have to. Telling you early just means you're going to have more time to digest everything. Just like you have dreams for me, I have mine. And the dreamer in me, just blows all my dreams further and bigger. Much bigger. Out of proportion even. But, I can't stop myself from dreaming just because our dreams don't align, can I?

Why, why, why?

This is exactly why I don't want what you called me a coward for. I hope you're around to see me happy. Happier. Life shouldn't just be about fulfilling responsibilities and obligations. I want mine to be made up of moments bigger than that.