The mentality to heck the 3 modules and start applying for jobs more actively is beginning to kick in since I'm not qualifying for third even, anytime in the near future. how how how??

I would like to think I'm not plus size. And definitely I'm size 0 either. But, along with the many other stereotypes ingrained in today's society, beauty is something every girl battles with at some point in her life. Some constantly battle with it throughout their growing up years. Some battle and grow out of it. Some have it the easy way and hardly face it (think natural beauty). For my A level Project Work, I worked on the golden ratio and trying to justify if all celebrities and models actually have a number defined. I can't remember what our final hypothesis and results were since I hated my group members. That's besides the point anyway. So, sometimes I just wonder what would it actually take for the meaning/notion of beauty to evolve into something that encompasses beyond a stick figure, hot body, nice hair?

I really just wish I believed in something. Something about myself. Something I'm actually good at.