The feeling that your life actually depends on a single thing is actually scary. Very scary in fact. It's like you are a wood drifting away with the undercurrents when thrown into the open sea or some sort. What it is the one thing that you are so dependent on? For me, no doubt, vision. My spectacles. Till I actually overcome the thought of going through lasik plus when vision stabilizes. Phuket's water rafting really made me realise this. And today again, when I wore my shirt inside out. That is really how blind I am. Genetic disorder.

Holidays have flown by. What's new really?! And this was somewhat more cherished considering this would be last time I can ever say "I'm on holidays and hence, am allowed to slack" with such pride. Of course, inevitably, FYP was there to suck my blood occasionally. But, me being me, tried not to let it ruin the holiday spirit. As such, decided to do a light 'across the sea' today. More awaits us at Bintan of coz.

There is never going to be a love like a vampire love. The only thing we can do, is continue our pursuit to get there. However and whereever we set the 'there' to be is on us. So, don't QUIT my PANDA friends!

I'm not making resolutions this year nor am I going to do a separate entry on the "review of 2010".

With about 4 months of school ahead, the next in line is commencement, grad trip plans and job search. So with regards to commencement, since I've already been asked when it will be, I've decided to skip mine for the below mentioned reasons. Firstly, the people I want there(w.r.t. family), won't be there. Secondly, I've not achieved what I set out to when I decided to accept my third choice course. Thirdly, back to reason #1. So yes. The end about commencement. Don't worry I will make sure I'm in town for yours. And if joy of putting up a family picture(-1 member) needs to be satisfied plus being the first in line to graduate, I will rent the gown and pose like a happy graduate. Nothing beyond that please. Your kind understanding is really sought for in this matter so that I don't become even more depressed attending my own convocation.

Now, that uni journey and official school life is ending, the years ahead are only gonna act like a sieve. In a way, it's something we all should be thankful for. Coz really, better now then never.