There comes a point where even though it hurts so much that you have shut some people out, you just can't forget and forgive their actions. You begin to wonder why things went such and why such a situation even happened. You wish emotions and reactions were different. But the sad fact is what happened, happened. And there is nothing that can be done to change how things are. So, all you can do is move on coz thinking about the hurt and dwelling on it is just gonna hurt even more.