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posted : July 6, 2010
I should have kept silent about how I felt coz it didn't do the situation any good. Like everything else, I should have sucked it in and gave myself time to be okay with how things turned out. But I never knew how to do secrets coz the people I value are few and close and if I were to do secrets with them I think it just becomes meaningless. The whole game becomes fake and redundant. But I guess, some things are better to be bottled up within so that others don't get hurt or disappointed in my attempt of being frank and open with my emotions. I wish I can change the way I feel or react just like how I can consciously pick the right words to say hence forth.
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