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posted : May 19, 2010
And I left the part where I also wanted you to approve of the boy I bring home. I secretly wanted that. But with time, I realised the more you said no, I said yes and carried on. Just to make you angry abit more and for us to collide more. Its like the line you like to draw. And how I like to draw one just a little further and still say it is wtihin boundary. Boundary representing our narrow minded community with wide mouths.
I still remember the wee hours as I turned 21, you were in the kitchen with me, heads on your head as I paced round the kitchen. Even through my anger and tears, I'm sure you understood my words held substance. That because of the circumstance you got yourself stuck into, you try to hold me down each time. And I just continue trying relentlessly to fight free from it to come up and breathe. You are just like Savannah caught in a circumstance. And i'm the victim. We all are caught in our own circumstances inevitably. |