The City That Never Sleeps
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posted : March 15, 2010
Familiarity has never killed me so much. But somehow today as I was heading back home after tuition I realised there would be no one to recieve me at the door anymore. To ask me how come I am home late. To ask me how come I am home earlier than expected. To ask me what I had for lunch. To make sure I sleep early and don't miss class. To basically look out for me. So much of familiarity that past 2 years you were really one of us as always. It didnt even feel like those years you had to go back were missing. It seemed like you were always here. And today to just say bye to you knowing that the next time we will meet could be years if time doesn't permit me to fly during December was plain heartbreaking. There is no longer that one person who would be able to sense that I've grown quiet when upset and realise something is amiss. Someone who would make sure there is always something fun for me to eat when all other food suck. Speaking to you earlier felt so near and real, but reality sunk in with the poor reception that you are miles away ready, settled at your home attending to your home affairs after helping us out for the past 2 years. This 2 years definitely flew by and I wish I could have done so much more and showed you much more of my world coz I guess the next time we meet, I would already be entering another phase of my life. Just be safe and you are always on my mind. The familiarity of home is incomplete right now. And it has definitely grown quieter.
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