joie de vivre

posted : February 11, 2010

I, along with every other human, has definitely made some wrong choices, decisions which led to mistakes. Regrets even at times. Sometimes as I think back, I wonder why I was the victim/scapegoat of such a situation, caught in such a relationship. There are some aspects of it I wish didn't happen. But for what life is worth that moment meant something even if now it pales away into one of those distant memories and goes hidden between the pages of my past. The point is I allowed myself to take that step. So for that I forgive myself. I have grown to accept it and move on faster than I thought I would actually. The point is I rather have tried something with my heart and let go then let it pass without trying and sulk over life. I risked alot. Put my close ones at stake even. Sacrificed alot coz of that chance I decided to take. Exchanged grand gestures. But. That doesn't make me a loser. It makes me a winner coz I took the step and allowed myself to be in that situation - to love and be loved. We are all human. We make mistakes, learn and grow. Forgive yourself. And have faith that everyday will be a better day. Every friendship would bring with it something new and fresh to look forward to. Even if the friend is someone you meet every other day, everyday is a chance for a closer, better friendship. So never stuff that chance that crops your way and pushes you out of your comfort zone away just so easily. Give it a thought or two. Even heartbreaks and failed relationships can present with itself so much more in life to you. Afterall we all are seeking that happiness we want out of life.

And as for myself, I always am brimming with hope that someday every part of my life will fall into place the way I want it to be. All my dreams, aspirations will be met. I would build for myself a home with love. Someday, I would find the partner to share and achieve those dreams with. Till then, I'd be patient. Cheers to a better day ahead!

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