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posted : January 24, 2010
I always tell myself time and again what I don't know will never hurt me. But being the me, as always, I will seek to hurt myself in every possible way to I guess experience how deep the cut can go. It always revolves around almost the same issues. But I will try to seek information through my various means and sources with the tiny little bit of hope in my heart that maybe this isn't the case anymore. That maybe people do change, people are not that cold. Maybe people do love easier afterall. Maybe people do not love preferentially. Maybe favouritism is not shown so explicitly that it would pain my eyes everytime I witness such an act.
But all of it. Wishful thinking on my part. I get hurt each and every time I 'discover' something new about the same issue. The cut may be old but the pain it inflicts each time. I'm lost for a word. With regards to this issue, I wish I had amnesia so I don't hold my past as I walk into the future. With that, week 3 begins tomorrow. |