The City That Never Sleeps
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posted : September 16, 2009
With each day that is passing by, all I can do is keep my fingers crossed and hope for the day to keep me alive and breathe peace and maybe abit of happiness(if i'm not pushing the limits too far that is). Each of us are stuck in our own drama and stories. The present which seems so hard to handle. And often forgetting that the very present would soon become a distant, far away past and soon life would throw at us something new, even harder maybe. It is called future as some say. Must the future always be bright, optimistic and full of life? Or could one's future just spell doom and darkness ahead. Such thoughts fill me even amidst my very occupied academic life as I try to balance my abit non-existant social life these days. It is as though each week I need to brace myself for an upcoming drama serial. Irony of my life. We all have ironies. Many such of those. What can we do about that? Just transform them into iron pills and pop them in! Ah.. easily said! Temporary happiness fill you in for the time being as you try to breathe through each day slowly waiting for the next drama to unfold. My cycle just ended so for now is peace. Lemme' see if I can hold on tighter the next time round.
And could you just run abit further than how far I have run away from you so that this would just be that bit easier on me. Just push me abit further than how I have pushed you away and out from my life. Could you just do that for me, so that each time you come back again I don't go weak on my insides and miss you all over again. Please. This wouldn't come between us I promise. Thank you for today. |
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