The City That Never Sleeps
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posted : February 27, 2009
I woke up today feeling numb upon reading the sms about today’s plan. Somehow yesterday when I got the news, things were not so bad inside me. But now as I think of how the atmosphere is gonna be and stuff, having to witness the last rites and all. It just feels too close and real to me as I remember my previous encounter there. The whole after feeling makes you feel just plain void, like a loss no matter whether you are related emotionally to the person or not. It’s just a human thing I guess to feel and allow yourself to be. I’m really feeling all knotted up and sick in the stomach. Argh. I need to brace myself up for later. I may seem really strong and all. But this is really something I’m not good with/at whatever. I wish there was someone with me through this, like really literally physically someone. But oh wells. I’ll handle it as always.
And maybe there’s a reason why I got introduced to enigma yesterday. Keep me company yeah. |
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