The City That Never Sleeps
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posted : January 31, 2009
Withinlessthan48hours,thingsseemedtohavescreweditselfup.OrmaybeIcausedallthis tohappen.Ididn’texpectittoturnoutsuch.AndIcan’tcomprehendthefactitdidaswell.Forthe periodoftime,Imademyselfstooptoolowandgaveintomytemptation.Ican’tblamethealcohol. Ishouldhavebeenincontrol.AndIneedtomakeadecision.Afreakingdecisionwherewestand. Icandothisnomore.Ineedtogetbackontrackwithmylife.Iseemtohaveshiftedmyselfoutofmy lifeanddelusionaltothinkthatmaybeIcouldfitintoyoursforafewhours.Iseriouslycan’tdothis. Thiswillneverworkout.Iknowthisbyheartandyetmyheartwillneverlisten.Ijustneedtomakea promiseonthisovermylife.Ifthatscaresmeenough.Hur.Aah.Justscrewdecisionmaking processes.Whoeverteachesthatinschool.HRBK.Fadeaway.ApackofMenthollights neverdoes anyonegood.Nowmystomachfreakinghurts.Imaykillmyselfsoon.Arghh. andsoismyleg.ARGHHH fuckit.Sleep. |
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