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posted : January 31, 2009
I just need a closure. I hope I had somewhat earlier. I need to focus on what lies ahead of me and move on with the people by my side. The people I've got with me through this. I'm no longer ready to hold on to the past. I'm throwing it all behind. And moving forward. I hope I can stick to my words. And start Feb fresh and clean. I'm getting rid of all the things that remind me of my fucking past by midnight. I need to instill fear within. Fear of how vague my future is. Fear of how i'm wasting the time in my hands. Fear of letting opportunites and chances of something better slip by, by holding on to you. Fear for myself. |