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posted : December 21, 2008
You are too busy when I think I need you here with me. Through this. The year is ending on a rough note. Too many things are happening within a short span of time. Leaving me puzzled, clueless even angry not at myself, but at circumstances which is making people act this way. I wonder really when the light is coming or doom. Whichever accordingly. I need to know the answer soon. Fast enough. To brace myself, prepare if need be. Really too much going on. Sometimes I wish I could fast forward this period. To just see the outcome rather than actually going through it. “You’ve run away from everything important in your life because it’s easier than getting in there and feeling it.” Or am I really running away. We shall see. We all lead very complicated, perplexed, just complicated lives. In the past 48 hours I only can think of singing Sakkarai Nilave with my sister on karoke which made me smile. Apart from that zilch. Oh well a wonderful Xmas it shall be. Cheers! |