The City That Never Sleeps
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posted : October 5, 2008
I am beginning to wonder about a lot of things. About people who seemed to be close for a period of time. Was it just obligation or was it something that was forged through the work we did. Or the common goal we had in mind at some point of time. But now it seems to have all just disintegrated to the point whereby it’s as if nothing true ever existed. Its really disappointing thinking about it. About how relations are forged so easily and broken even easier of course. Somehow I am beginning to wonder how things would have been if I decided to take the other path that was offered me. I seemed to have screwed up the last 3 years. Maybe, as I always think, like what many around me seem to say, if I’d gone to a better jc then maybe things would have evolved really differently. I seem to be stuck in the whirlwind right now which is bringing me a my downfall. Probably it’s a matter of how I am going to pick myself up. That’s the real test for the next 2.5 years 6 weeks. I really need to survive. I want to achieve something out of this. I want to be making my first million by 34. I want to continue dreaming big. I want to be more of a risk taker. I want to think more with my brain than my heart. I want to value myself more than anything else. Yet I want to be aware of the finer details of life. I want to share love and receive love. |
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