The City That Never Sleeps




posted : August 8, 2007

I feel more than confused about us. Sometimes I feel like pulling the whole thing off and just moving on. But there is never a moment, no that would be exaggerating, maybe never an hour I not think about you for I just miss your chatter, laughs, crap and presence. And it really struck me that this indeed is amazing how we have met only like less than 5 times but yet seemed to have shared years together. I wouldn’t say I feel deep love for you but it does mean something special. The feeling that I have for you seems real, true. But I dunno how long its gonna last. But as of the present I’m two-hearted. A part of me wants to let go for we don’t hold any future together but the other part wants to hold on and just have memories to hold on to with you for the very reason it won’t be for very long more. Ironic ain’t it? But which part to I follow or do I just go with the flow and see what awaits us for the future. I guess we would never fit together no matter how hard we try yet I will like to fill myself with memories the love we once used to share. Do you feel the same way? We will always be the wrong jigsaw pieces trying to fit with each other.