The City That Never Sleeps




posted : July 16, 2008

And so as for where I left off, about nobody is ever true. It still remains. I am feeling queer. I think maybe I need a break. Or maybe a morale boost. Or maybe some sleep will do. Maybe I am just feeling too lousy to figure out what’s wrong. Or maybe it was what was hurled at me earlier that I am affected now. Whatever that case I need to get over this feeling. And I sense my loneliness now, right now. But I need to stay strong and come out of this unscathed. I need to get over my emotions and think from my head. I have faith in myself and am learning to place faith on myself. It may be hard for a person like me. But I need to. To survive in a world like this.

We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone
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I feel suffocated by many issues. I have been silently battling it all within me over the past few days. Some decisions I have made. I have to face up to the consequences.