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posted : February 23, 2008
Yet another week has flown by, and we’re nearing March. Past 2 months have been scary enough to handle. It makes me wonder how another 10 months is going to be. But I’ve a gut feeling every day as I go to bed with the thought that I may not live to see tomorrow. It is a very scary thought to think of every night. But its something that is very close to me of late – death. People around me all speak of it like it’s a decision by a spur of the moment – suicide. It’s a term very hard to comprehend and fully understand. From the perspective of the one who played with the life He granted. From the perspective of the one who grieves for the loss. It’s always a very raw emotion. Coping with death. It’s very hard understanding it till you go through it. You will always take it lightly. You will always see death as a destination for your problems. For a peaceful sleep you were wising for. I’m given up wondering if You even do exist. I’ve lost even the little amount of faith I used to have. |