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posted : January 19, 2008
And so, with the things that have been happening lately I’m left to wonder why even the closest hurt. I mean yes its said that only loved ones hurt and I believe in mother theresa’s quote that reads such “ I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.” So as I am trying to figure out why such things happened, I’m trying not to have faith in the wrong people coz it always me who is getting involved in unnecessary agenda which makes my blood boil and cause me to shift my attention away from my the purpose of my living. And on another note, the presence of you has made a lot of difference in my otherwise mundane life. With the heart warming conversations we have had over these times, all of it, I’m really glad for our paths to have crossed. To be able to confide matters that even I myself cannot put across, somehow has been made possible over these months. Sincere thanks. And since you left, which technically would be about 32 hours ago, has had a slight bearing on me. For the lack of someone to call me at the right moments. To be the one talking me to sleep. To be the one making sure I had all my meals. To be the one who doesn’t mind texting me even its virtually impossible. I really appreciate all the concern that you have showed but I really hope soon enough you understand my position and why I’m stuck without being able to reciprocate anything to you. Do Team Singapore proud and land back home safe! |