The City That Never Sleeps
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posted : November 25, 2007
Time really has caught up. Amidst preparations for festivity, with looming exams and everything. Much awaited and well done (I hope) birthday celebrations. The long talks with new acquaintances. The friends who pop by to remind me of their presence and how they miss the times we spent together. Its all great, nice and definitely treasured, for without friendships life for me would be a full stop and not a exclamation mark. But then again amidst all of these somewhere in the tiniest corner of me, I always am longing for a message, call from you to soothe those nerves of mine. Though you told me you still have feelings, I know the last thing you need me to do is push it further and deeper. It’s never working out you and I know. But then again things have a way of happening as always. We’ve shared a whole past over the 2 plus, nearly 3 years. The number of times we have spoken about being friends. But the feeling that we share over our usual midnight calls seems real. So close to me. Us. It’s as if we were one. Every night I wait for you to reach home and ring me even if I know it’s gonna be a short call. But the feeling is nice and then when I see private number on my cell I smile. But then again I know its for the wrong guy. I’m waiting for the wrong guy. If only my heart understood. If only time didn’t catch up on you so fast. If only my heart turned emotionless. If only… |
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