joie de vivre

posted : October 4, 2007

And so with everything that’s happening. I’m stuck in reverse. Only the lyrics of Fix You will make sense and maybe bad day. Cause of the routine that life presents me with and yet the exciting but lackluster events that occur these days. I’m definitely incoherent. Cause there are so many things on my mind. From tomorrow’s disastrous physics mid terms to yesterday’s disappointing maths. Would MLE save the day? Or would the satisfaction that I could reward myself with doing next week’s presentation well be it. Hmm. We’ll see. Or is the best thing yet to come. Or the worse. Options. Choices.

And the feeling that you can share everything with 1 person in the world. Who can understand relate to every situation you are in. Who will wait under your block to walk you from your house to the supermarket. Or who will surprise you out of the blue. Or will do anything to see a smile on your face. Who will stay awake with you all night on the phone just cause you’re having nightmares and can’t seem to fall asleep. Who will hold your hand and hug you all night cause you’re in fear. Who will point your flaws in a subtle manner that in would never appear like a flaw. Who would bum around on a lazy Sunday afternoon with you. Who will sacrifice movies, dates for you to meet deadlines. Who would rather take the bus then the mrt. Who would rather take public transport than drive. Who would not drink to take care of you when drunk. Who would wait an hour for a minute of presence. Who would enjoy silences in the conversations. Who would make an extra effort to brighten your day with a simple call or a message or leave a post it around. Or maybe even dance without shoes just cause your feet is hurting. Yeah I guess that would what love is. And I wish you would do this and maybe more. Cause then I would count myself of lucky, really lucky having you. Your smile did make my day.

You came by like a wind and lifted me up.

2:58 AM